We've all come with different stories. So our awakening will be different. Some people have incredibly intense physical experiences, for others it will be emotion body or mental body. We might be exploring ethics, boundaries, limitations, twin flames, addictions, power, these are all part of spiritual exploration. Sometimes spiritual awakening is about limiting abundance, sometimes its about opening the gateways. My trip was Messiah Complex 101.
I've been doing this for most of my life, for me it was more mental, healing the God Self and resolving what is ego and what is existence, my body can handle a lot of energy so I didn't have the same level of purging. Just a whole lot of psychic phenomena without a lot of context. I've grown used to the vibratory experience of being in the presence of High Intensity Beings and Subtle Realms but that took time and patience.
Understand what is happening to you and then look for ways to bring yourself into alignment with truth rather than dissociation. Forgive yourself, love yourself, hold yourself to the Light of Infinite Love and ask the questions about the things you need to know.