Published On Jul 11, 2023
Trust me, the video i more interesting than it sounds
Thanks to JinJango for giving me permission to use their art in the thumbnail, very cool (twitter)
Also the music artist used was "latenitexeno" on spotify
the song at the very end was a live performance of "Tidal wave" by Butcher Brown if anyone is interested
0:00 explaining the gist
1:36 Sony lore
3:54 The Sony hack
7:55 The flip
11:09 ATSV bad working conditions (also some lore about me)
14:29 Spiderverse artbook
16:12 The credits game
19:12 some myth busting
22:56 the stuff I decided not to edit
23:38 the end? (not really)
T H I N G I W A S T A L K I N G A B O U T
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Eco-brutalist video did really well, which is super great. However a video like that getting 200,000+ viewers out of nowhere also has downsides
Basically, sorry to anyone who is expecting me to make a bunch of video essays pertaining to architecture or "modern art" (even though in my opinion eco-brutalism isn't modern art but whatever...) anytime soon.
By far my favorite thing about making youtube videos, is seeing the comments. I LOVE going and seeing comments of people sharing personal experiences or giving a new perspective. Some people will be like "I think your dumb because (something to do with topic of the video)" and I'll still be kicking my feet and gigglin. Because just saying ANYTHING about art/media always interests me.
However,
Rather than people criticizing the contents of the video, people were directing their hate directly onto EVERYTHING about me. Making videos like this (especially controversial art) will always attract the most hateful people. it isn't a majority yes, but because this video blew up, it really got out of hand at one point. Full blown N*zis were in my comments and I had to delete a bunch of them. Which I would never find it smart to delete comments, unless they risk my own video getting taken down.
Like I would personally like to consider myself a person with tough skin. However I don't think I need to explain through "FaCtS aNd LoGiC" why someone telling me I'm a "worthless piece of pretentious, unfunny garbage" would make me less motivated to make videos like this.... like I got called MULTIPLE slurs. (also go blamed for causing chernobyl.. like what lol)
Like I was considering putting some example screenshots in the video, but I decided against it. But there are SO MANY. like I'm talking paragraphs upon paragraphs of dudes spewing the worst of the worst about me specifically. even going to some of my other videos to say the same thing. Like with timestamps, of every little mannerism they deemed annoying. some real redditor shit
Yes, this is everywhere, the internet has the worst people, and every video out there has dumb mfs going crazy in the comment sections. I realize this, I'm not oblivious
However as I'm starting to gain somewhat of a following and "community" you could say, this is not the type of thing I want to attract. Like I was considering making a video about the similarities between Mark Rothko, and the soundtrack to Interstellar. Which sucks cause I still really want to
But if I did that, I would only gain a following that is nothing but yelling. I don't want that. I made this channel just to rant about things I enjoy, and analyze those different types of media. And I will do that. My next video I was thinking about making a video about the art from Frog and Toad.
So as I start out, I just want to gain a community that understand the style of video I make and have a community that can discuss various ideas without being violent about it. I feel like the only way I can do that is just keep making videos that won't attract controversy.
Which really sucks, cause I think those are always the most interesting but whatever.
Anyways that's it. this didn't NEED to be said, but I said it anyways, just incase. Kind comments really do make my day, and I have a few saved to show other people. Like one person told me my words about chernobyl brought them to peace, as they had family being victims of the disaster and other events pertaining to it. Comment like these I never forget.
anyways you're cool if you read this cringe garbage