What I have noticed is that it is really easy to get pulled back in to toxic situations and regardless of how much you've grown the patterns might exist in the exact same way so that the behaviors are such you will have to pull yourself out again. You may want to fix it with all your newfound knowledge but you can't bring someone up to your speed just because you want to. This might impart some grief which is all part and parcel with the healing process. Finding a partner and experiencing soul mate union seems to be worth the effort and maybe even why we incarnate, but it's best done in the fullness of spirit and not with parts of yourself still lingering over the toxic relationships of your past.
We often get pulled into karmic ties based on whatever we missed out on as a kid, those unfulfilled needs keep getting emitted until we become consciously aware of them and purposely attempt to address them in other and more healthy ways.
*These videos are intended for those who have had a spontaneous kundalini awakening and are attempting to heal from PTSD and other forms of trauma in order to fully integrate the new potential this energetic awakening offers.