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lyrics:
it’s the fear the fear oh oh oh oh
it’s the fear the fear oh oh oh oh
it’s the fear the fear oh oh oh oh
it’s the fear the fear the fear
stood me so near oh oooh
stood me so near oh oooh
it’s the fear

it slips in unnoticed at the back door
a sense of claustrophobia in my core
at this point it’s second nature to me
but i don’t know how this came to be

so heavy it’s so so heavy
cold days dark ways
intense red colors could fill the void
but destructive patterns bring me no joy
it’s so heavy so so heavy so heavy
so so heavy so heavy
so so heavy

it grows deep, deeper than it’s needs to
like a lightbulb the dread is suddenly lit
at this point i just try to forget
‘cause i think i know how this came to be

so heavy it’s so so heavy
cold days dark ways
intense red colors could fill the void
but destructive patterns bring me no joy
so heavy so so heavy so heavy
so so heavy so heavy
so so heavy

(piano interlude)

‘cause the days are gray and the nights are black
and i’ve got dark under-eyes that’s no surprise
‘cause my horror stories keep me up all night
and the cycle continues it’s a hard fight

it’s the fear the fear the fear
who has stood me so near for many a year
now i will go and hope it blows away
but oh i do know it’ll blow back my way
and i can never seem to see it cleared
‘cause it just keeps on lingering in here, it’s the fear

it’s the fear it’s the deep cycle of fear
it’s the deep cycle of fear

‘cause the days are gray and the nights are black (it’s the fear)
and i’ve got dark under-eyes that’s no surprise
‘cause my horror stories keep me up all night (it’s the fear)
and the cycle continues it’s a hard fight

it’s the fear the fear the fear
stood me so near for many a year (ooooh)
now i will go and hope it blows away (ooooh)
but oh i do know it’ll blow back my way (ooooh)
and i can never seem to see it cleared
‘cause it just keeps on lingering in here, it’s the fear

it’s the fear it’s the deep cycle
it’s the deep cycle
it’s the deep cycle of fear

(piano interlude)

it’s the fear the fear oh oh oh oh
it’s the fear the fear oh oh oh oh (fear)
it’s the fear the fear the fear
stood me so near oh oooh
stood me so near oh oooh (aaaah)
it’s the fear it’s the fear (aaah)
it’s the fear it’s the fear (aaah)
it’s the fear (aaaah)

it’s the fear