A song from Ribbon no Kishi the Musical. It's my number one favorite from the musical, and Ayaya's version is the best one. I just love it.

Lyrics:

shinu no wa kowakunai
kowai no wa anata to nido to aenai koto
koishita koto nado kore made nakatta
dakara kore ga koi to wa ima demo wakaranai
wakaru no wa wakaru no wa...

anata ni aitai anata ni aitai
anata ni au tame ima ichido ikitai

osoreta koto nado kore made nakatta
dakara konna ni furueteru jibun ga wakaranai
wakaru no wa wakaru no wa...

anata ni aitai anata ni aitai
anata ni au tame ima ichido ikitai

anata ni aitai anata ni aitai
anata ni au tame ima ichido ikitai!

I do not own the song or the pictures, this is a purely fan-made video.