This is a vibration world! You have to trust what you feel more than what you see.
What you see is your desire is absent.
What you feel is that your desire is already here in the form of a positive emotion!
That positive emotion is the most important manifestation in this vibrational world! Because once you're feeling the emotion, then everything else fills in.
Still, allow it to be an emotional conversation until it manifests fully because the emotion is the fastest way. The emotion is unconditional and resistance-free!
If what you want feels good, so you feel good, and continue to be in the receiving mode because it's what you want!
The emotion means something so important!