Honestly I didn't know if this video would ever make it to youtube. After the life change I have had recently Im feeling extremely demotivated and wanting to numb every emotion in my brain. So I have watched this back and edited out a few bits that are now irrelevant to my future so excuse the weird jump in the middle.

I feel this is an important part of the journey and so I decided I would infact share it with you guys.

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