Hey Everyone!!

I’m sorry for being gone for so long!!! I know 😭 after saying I was going to do better, and here I am. That’s part of the reason why I was gone for this long. I hated that my next video was going to be a step back, so I put off the video until things were better. Which ended up being the end of the summer 🤦🏽‍♀️

The journey of acceptance is a tough one. Some days I accept my flaws, other days, I can’t stand those sides of me. Every day I’m trying to be better, but it’s hard. The days have felt like a dream, like I’ve been in the backseat of a car staring off into the window watching the world. Before I go to bed, I’m vividly present, going through my life how I should. But in the moment, I run away. I’m ashamed of who I am. And that makes me angry. And this anger just boils inside me and I pretend like it’s not. I spend a day with my client and it’s like it’s not even there. Until I’m triggered.

Sorry for the rant, I should make a video about this anger I feel (I actually already did lol). I’ve just been thinking a lot per usual and I feel like I need a professional to explore these thoughts and feelings I’m having.

As always, thank you to all of you for your support! It means so much to have an outlet and express these thoughts. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I hope you guys have an awesome week 🤍🤍