Published On Aug 11, 2019
I uploaded this a while ago but only just made it public.
I truly believed I was going to change the world.
I was convinced I had something special within me to make a massive difference by now.
There is so much injustice in the world to be fixed!
But as i grow older, I realise that this is less and less likely to happen.
I need to face the reality that i'm not super-human/wasn't sent here by G-d to save the world, and that is deeply painful for me. I wanted to be loved and respected by many people.
Instead, for the past few years I feel like i've been treading a troubled track and I just can't seem to get off it.
I desperately need a new mind-set and direction.
Most of all, I need to ultimately find the love and respect for myself that I crave from the masses.
Be back soon. Thanks as always for your support xxx