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"Disciple" is an original song off of my second album, titled "not the end of me" released on July 6, 2018

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Video Credits:
written, and co-directed by: Steve Grand
filmed, edited, co-directed by: Arno Diem - https://www.arnodiem.com/
assistant producers: Frank Vasello, & Nathan Butera
Make-up: Chad Hayduk
Production Assistant, B-Roll: Zack Zerbe & David Cox


Cast:
Tom (romantic lead): Tom Ernsting
Steve's body double: Reid Sinclair
Police officers: Frank Vasello, Michael Soldier

Special thanks to: Zack Zerbe, Tony Valentino

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Song Recording Credits:
words and music by: Steve Grand
produced by: Steve Grand & Tim Palmer
vocals, piano, bass, keys (synths, strings) percussion: Steve Grand
electric guitars: Tim Palmer:
Live strings: Ryan Delahoussaye


LYRICS:
"DISCIPLE"

[Verse 1]Jesus be my daddy, father my lightWaltz through my dreams, draped in whiteLike a child, like a childI ain’t scared of dyin’ when I’m living this sickI’ll be your loyal disciple, ‘till I get my fixDesire, desire[Chorus]Come Mother Mary, bring me a songIt’s been a dark February; I’m just tryin’ to move onI ain’t goin’ to Heaven, so I’d like to live on in a songSong, song[Verse 2]I used to have dreams, now they’ve grown up and diedFirst you carried my soul out from the lightYou were right, always rightI feel a darkness growin’ insideA seed you planted in meYou knew that it would thrive, thrive[Chorus x2]Come Mother Mary, bring me a songIt’s been a dark February, I’m just tryin’ to move onIf there ain’t no Heaven, then I’d like to live on in a song(Song, song)

[Bridge]
Mary bows her head, tell it once again
Now I am just a man, but me and Jesus, we weren’t just friends
And-

[Outro]
And now he’s dead, and now he’s dead, and now he’s dead
I pushed that thorny crown a little deeper in his head
I gripped that rosary, tied around his lifeless neck
Jesus, my final savior in the desert
I want to die, I want to die in your arms tonight
I want the peace, I want the quiet I couldn’t find in this life
Absolve me from the consciousness of every man that I touched
Even the ones wise enough to scoff my love
Rape me, rape me, ‘till I’m dead
Rape me, rape me, until there’s no blood left
Rape me, rape me, because that’s all you’ll get
I’ll just die happy to never hear your words again
I’ll die happy to never hear your words again
I’ll die happy to never hear your words again
(Song, song)