i haven't been looking like i was taught i should look like! OOPS!!! SORRY SOCIETY!!!!!

i always love when youtubers leave lil personal notes in the description of their videos so i'm gonna do one, too. in expressing the supposed "ugliness" i've been facing i've found a lot of openness and adjustment. ultimately these concerns, while ostensibly externalized on my body, are intensely internal. no one mentions the blemishes on my skin but me... i'm creating some of my own suffering by projecting that they consider my "faults" even 1/10 as much as i do. i don't do a lot of structural analysis in this vlog it's mainly a struggle i get off my chest in a moment of clarity but know that you can blame so many profit centers around you for insecurity!! they want you to feel this way!! you not feeling this way is powerfully resistive!

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