I was lucky enough to get into an argument with someone I really care about that exposed a flaw within myself that is extremely negative, but also extremely important to fix. This is a flaw that I've had for awhile but was finally highlighted for a final time in this argument, and now I know that I must fix this flaw within myself no matter what. I would like to be the best person I can be, and if there is a part of me that wants to hurt the people I care about, that part of me must be killed off completely. I don't ever want to hurt the people I'm close to ever again, and I never want to make a mistake like this again. Accidentally destroying relationships for no reason is not fun or funny, and I hope this is the last time I ever get close to doing something like that again. I want complete emotional control over myself, and at the very least, I want to be able to hold myself to a standard that I never fall below, no matter the circumstance or situation.