I'm actually considering giving up YouTube at the moment and have actually been thinking about it for a while now;( there are quite a few reasons why so get comfy :'D

One of the main reasons are the fact that most people are so judgemental on here, im an extremely self-conscious person and I feel like I am being judged for not having my own pony, not having the latest Nikon 9837598753987539573857 camera, or going to shows every weekend. Every post or video I see on Facebook or YouTube is people jumping 1 metre tracks, off to mega shows on their fancy horse baldey blah and I do none of that-despite riding 8 years ive never even competed at a show or had my own horse. I have nothing against these people, but I feel like in this 'community' I'm the odd one out and not included if you get what I mean:/
Another much smaller reason is that it's so much effort getting clips and I feel so pressured to video literally every time I ride and upload regally when I actually want to ride without the effort of videoing or 'impressing' the camera. I know everyone keeps saying things along the lines im saying, that the horsey YouTube society has 'changed' and things but if you think about it it kind of has. When I got my old YouTube account 2 years ago everyone was so friendly and welcoming and I actually made a load of friends but now I get no inboxes except 'subbed, sub bk pls' :') also, ive lost 2 subscribers in 2 days for doing nothing ahaha, kind of proves my point tbh :')
I am not 100% sure yet though and I would never delete this channel because I like looking back on how far me and cammy have come but I just might just not upload. I do love making videos and would still make them, but probably wouldn't upload if I do decide to stop :) Some of my youtuber friends might be quite surprised as I haven't mentioned it before and I am sorry to the few other people that do watch my videos, but as I said before im not sure yet-this wont be my last video though ;D

Cammy is ok, haven't rode him for almost two weeks as been away on holiday but riding him at the weeeekend:)
Charlotte♥Cammy♥