The track "Recovery Position" off my 2022 album 'APARTNESS'.

Lyrics:

Listen, sometimes, can I just move on
Can I replace with a tiger's the heart of a fawn
Lay out in a freshly mowed lawn, and yawn
And look forward to somewhere besides the past
Will I ever see the sea eat the mast

I'm stuck. I'm brave enough to say it
I'm well aware I'm half a man
At dawn, through my window
I watch the morning horses
Saddle up and gallop to rise
And battle in vain the sleep from my eyes
I fail, breathe out, give up and in
Decide to perform the ritual again
Lean way back into the deep
Turn from suffering, back toward sleep