finally, here it is !!! I actually filmed all of this in late december, it just took me a really long time to edit. I hope you find this helpful! :) my first year on T has been a lovely journey and I'm excited to see where it goes!

here's the video I made just before starting T:    • starting testosterone and my gender j...  
I also made a voice comparison video where I read a poem I wrote:    • transitory (poem) — 1 year on T voice...  

✦ time stamps
0:00 intro!
4:01 PHYSICAL CHANGES - 1. my voice
7:43 2. my skin
9:00 3. my menstrual cycle
9:40 4. my body hair
11:20 5. my facial hair
13:22 6. the shape of my face
14:38 7. the shape of my body
17:59 8. my sweat & body temperature
20:10 TMI ZONE (9. bottom growth)
23:28 PSYCHOLOGICAL CHANGES - 1. initial mood swings
27:07 2. my ability to cry
28:22 3. my confidence
30:04 4. my comfort in my body
32:19 5. my gender expression
34:41 6. how people gender me
36:34 conclusion!
39:49 the bonus singing part

if you have any questions, I'd love to answer them in the comments!

the lo-fi Pokémon tunes in the background are by GlitchxCity:    / glitchxcity  

✦ my name is Théo-Rose (or just Théo) and I use he/they pronouns!

✦ here's my social media that isn't too personal ✦
— tumblr:   / snailtype