This video is a dive into my struggles with anxiety and dissociation. It's a completely new type of video for me, so I expect some of you to be caught off guard, but I hope all of you can at least gain something from this. If you stick around until the end I promise it's not all as grim as the title may suggest. I just hope to show some of you that you're not alone.

for those just here for the music, there's so much coming :)
you can pre-save my new song "Nightmare" here : https://presence.ffm.to/nightmare

in case I disappear off of here again and you wanna keep up with me u can follow me on instagram :   / presence.ig  
or tik tok :   / presence.songs  
I respond to messages on both of those as well as my discord :   / discord  
if you wanna listen to my music here's that as well : https://open.spotify.com/artist/1Pq3b...
  / presence-raps  
  / presence  

thanks for watching. i'll try to not disappear like that again.

music in order of appearance :
Loving Me and Losing You by Presence (unreleased)
2:00 AM from Animal Crossing composed by daigoro789
Stuck on You by Pity Party Girls Club
Somewhere in the Universe by Pity Party Girls Club
Loving Me and Losing You (again)
I don't like u myself by Presence (instrumental)
Lost Love Letters by Fog Lake
Please by Jeremy Zucker and Chelsea Cutler (instrumental)

0:00 part 1 : anxiety
4:44 part 2 : dissociation