Listen to demise: https://ditto.fm/demise-dixzie-cruel

Written and performed by: Dixzie Cruel
Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by: Versis
Electric guitars: Jian Nisnisan
Recording Studio: Kwarto Studio

Lyrics
Playing on my mind
The way your hand touched my hair
I see it in hindsight
I should’ve never cared

Thought I’d cut loose
Thought it was easy to break away
You must be laughing at my own mistakes
Sorry if I couldn’t choose

Wanna dive in but I’m afraid I won’t win
It’s the illusion that I crave for
I got it under control, No
I’m bluffing and I must confess
I’ve been thinking if it’s worth the risk
The smell of burning cigarettes
Reminds

Me of the lonely nights
Facing my own demise
Something I couldn’t hide outright
Missing us holding tight
A scene that I fantasize
Got my own armalite
Tonight cos

I could shoot a bullet through my heart
‘Cos babe, you got it beating wildly
Yeah, you might think that you can save me
Can you? (Can you?)

Will you jump into the ocean of violent blues?
Give all your devotion to someone that’s bruised?
Soon you’ll find yourself in a dilemma, confused
Signed up for competition you know you can’t lose

Wanna dive in but I’m afraid I won’t win
It’s the illusion that I crave for
I got it under control
I’m bluffing and I must confess
I’ve been thinking if it’s worth the risk
The smell of burning cigarettes
Reminds

Me of the lonely nights
Facing my own demise
Something I couldn’t hide outright
Missing us holding tight
A scene that I fantasize
Got my own armalite
Tonight

I’m spending lonely nights
Facing my own demise
Something I couldn’t hide outright
Missing us holding tight
A scene that I fantasize
Got my own armalite
Tonight

If I stayed,
Would it have stayed the same?
Would you be calling my name
Like how I call yours?

If I stayed,
Would it have stayed the same?
Would you be missing my face
Like how I miss yours?

Lyric Video
Produced by: EAN Films
Directed by: Jane Narciso
Cinematography by: Sean Mondejar
Assistant Camera: Johndaniel Justimbaste
Gaffer: Elj Tababa
Production Assistant: Jade Elayda
Set design by: Myrrh Danlog / Morriseth Tupino
Make-up by: Gail Noel
Stylist: Ram Wilds