Here a little video with the evidence that life will give you exactly what you ask from it freedom from active addiction was only the first promise once this silent killer was arrested life begins to blossom and new experiences are of abundance living life free from alcohol and other mood or mind altering substances was the best decision I have ever made as long as I stay clean and sober I have a chance to creat new experiences life happy joyful and free if you continue to use please seek the help available to everyone and the only reason you continue to use or feel the need to is because your not listening or learning from that old experiences so you keep living it over and over Agen life will only give you what you ask from it