Title: I'm so lost
produced by raspo beats
Mixed & Mastered by Kris Manns
Written by Kris Manns

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lyrics
[music]

verse 1 - i need to find a way out, i feel so lost/ stuck in a maze dealing with these thoughts/ still doin these drugs cause i feel like i got/ no other way to the light it is so dark/ dancin with the devil just tryin to play my part/ so lord if youre there i need help because/

chorus - i just wanna run away far to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so alone i am lost/ i just wanna run away to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so lost/

verse 2 - see i pray everyday but im starin at a wall/ i dont know what to say but i try to save all/ the pain for a moment i can truly have hope/ in a crowded room i feel like a ghost/ can you see me, believe me/ life aint easy, be me, try to walk in my shoes see we/ always gotta judge one another for no purpose/ why you wanna make someone else feel worthless/

chorus - i just wanna run away far to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so alone i am lost/ i just wanna run away to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so lost/

verse 3 - so i talk to my daughter and i tell her that i love her/ although i hate her mother i am proud that we had her/ i talked to my mother and i told her i am sorry/ for bein a bad son, im sorry i can hardly/ even go a day without bein in cuffs/ let a day go without using any fuckin drugs/ love is enough, it shouldnt be a plus/ you can say you love me but loyaltys a must/ do you have it, show it, i need to see a remeddy/ playin in the back like a violen suddenly/ given me the peace that i needed, eventually/ in a jail cell you can feel free mentally/ i aint got the energy to keep on with the lies/ hidin my disquise till the earth looks blind/ hidin my demise i aint feelin to alive/ i need to utilize my time otherwise/ ima lay dead 6 feet like this/ tears on my grave cause i lived like this/ addicted, to drugs, i couldnt ever quit/ furthermore a liar and a damn hypocrite/ ima lay dead 6 feet like this/ tears on my grave cause i lived like this/ addicted, to drugs, i couldnt ever quit/ furthermore a liar and a damn hypocrite/

chorus - i just wanna run away far to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so alone i am lost/ i just wanna run away to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so lost/ i just wanna run away far to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so alone i am lost/ i just wanna run away to the stars/ to find out who we really are/ cause i feel so lost/

[outro]

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  / iamkrismanns  
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some of us may feel lost, alone, and forgotten. I know during my stay in prison, especially the 6 years, I felt so alone. seems the further into my time I got, the more people forgot about me, except for my mother. I've felt with severe anxiety and depression since I can remember. I chose drugs as my way out. I was hooked on heroin, fentenyl, and Xanax. I've somehow survived several overdoses. this is what this song reflects. the person I use to be, and the health issues I deal with. I know a lot of people can relate. take this journey with me through my music.

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