Published On Feb 16, 2023
ROLE: Director, Writer, Editor, Music Producer, and Camera
FORM: Music Video
DESCRIPTION: A teenager doubts her abilities and existence because of what people call her
"name tag"
FILM & MUSIC BY
Marc Ortiz Mercado Jr
PRODUCTION ASSISTANT
Aira Raquepo
CAST
Charieze Lianne Cacayorin
Marielle Ortiz Mercado
Shekinah Hernando
Zachary-Alan Kim
Don Lee Fridinger
Sasha-Anne Ramento
CM 359 Making a Short Film
University of Hawai'i West O'ahu
Academy for Creative Media
Thank you to Samantha Farinella,
Filmmaker and Assistant Professor -
the Academy for Creative Media at UH West O'ahu
Special thanks to Mr. Kel Hirohata
for allowing us to film at Waipahu High School
LYRICS:
Is there something wrong with me that I’m not aware of?
What is it about me that you know?
I guess “stupid” is my name in every group that I am in
‘Cause I’m the only one who’s treated like a joke
You would tap my temple as if I don’t have a brain
Now I’m just afraid to even speak
so I agreed with everything you said to make myself seem smart
and be someone you might want to see in me
You held the blade between my lips to cut the words laid on my tongue
so you can hide all of your shame
Gave you a bunch of my own flowers, made the thorns prick out my blood
for you to stay and validate my name
I hate how insecure your ego can be
When you do something wrong, you blame it on me
And now I’m just the one who makes everybody mad
‘Cause you wrote “stupid” on my name tag
I would second guess myself on every choice I make
‘Cause I’m scared of your disappointed screams
You made me feel unworthy to be loved like I’m the worst mistake
and a burden to the person of my dreams
Every day I wonder why you chose him over me
Like do I need to work on myself more?
But then I realized he is everything that I can never be
And he has everything that I cannot afford
I’ll be the author of my book where you’re the enemy alone and I’m the one who wins the battle at the end
‘cause I’m just sick of playing all the stupid characters you wrote to fit the part you’ll finally love me in
I hate how insecure your ego can be
When you do something wrong, you blame it on me
And now I’m just the one who makes everybody mad ‘cause
You wrote “stupid” on my name tag
Oh, why would you take the person I love
and say I’m not the one to be with at all?
You’re sick for making me the target in your little plan
by writing “stupid” on my name tag
I know I shouldn’t even listen to you
But I don’t know if what you called me is true
‘cause now I’m just the fool who makes everybody mad
with what you wrote on my name tag
You wrote “stupid” on my name tag