Published On May 26, 2024
Here's another one off of my upcoming body of work
"Malady of a Dying Flame" which will be out on Friday May 31st
I have felt an incredible amount of urgency to release the album ahead of my original date. I have feared losing the recordings or the sudden end of my own life.
Unfortunately I don't feel that this is sustainable for me. The cost of having a space to make music and the resources needed to produce what I want to are prohibitive. In addition my mental and physical health has been in decline for some time. I think I need to take a break and attempt to heal some parts of me. Music has been the greatest avenue for me to express emotions but it in turn has been making me ill with the ways in which I've been partaking in it as a solo artist. I think after this release I will be going easy at it while I attempt to regain my strength. Thank you to everyone who takes the time for me.
I am overall very happy with what I have made for this record and it is my hope that these sentiments can resonate with someone in an ever increasingly isolated world.
Lyrics;
Drinking in bed again
Routine arrogance
Sinks your head back in
Is this it? Is this it?
The spirit subsides
It's by design
Complacency. Complacency.
The spirit subsides
it's by design
Complacency. Complacent
Hunting to resist
Seeking relevance
The same thoughts persist
Is this it? Is this it?
The spirit subsides
It's by design
Complacency. Complacency.
The spirit subsides
it's by design
Complacency. Complacent.
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