When God was speaking to me on my dry season, He told me to record the process. That is the reason why I have been doing the grief blogs, however, the morning of my son Gavyn's funeral as I was preparing the eulogy, He told me to record it.

Out of respect, I did not want the funeral streamed or recorded, or him in his casket online, so that is why the video is shot from a side profile.

Multiple people either got saved or rededicated their lives to Christ at Gavyn's funeral. It is my hope and prayer that by sharing this Word from God (it's all Him, I'm just the vessel) that many more of you will be strengthened in your relationship with Christ.

Gavyn's Last Post
Reposted @atl.g__ hi friends and family if you’re reading this, it means I am already dead throughout my entire life. I have struggled with mental health. I have fight, depression, and I have lost. I want everyone to learn a lesson for my death. Mental health is not something that ends because a person has a good day. You cannot treat someone good in one moment and then expect for them to be cured of depression instead depression is an ongoing battle. It’s a fight that we fight every single day to just check in every once in a while and ask if someone is OK it’s not enough I don’t blame any of my friends or family for my suicide I think I put up a good fight but I am tired and I have decided that I cannot continue to suffer here to make other people happy that I’m simply alive. I can no longer put other people ahead of what I need when I am gone, I hope that no one shares any tears instead I hope that everyone wants my s smiles at my memory. I lost this flight, but it doesn’t mean that I am not at peace. I am so sorry that I could not be a better friend a better family member, a better father, a better son and a better partner to my girlfriend. I am so sorry that I have fell short of you all expectations. I hope that one day you all can understand my parting message I want people who to treat each other with love and respect because you never know how much pain a person has to carry on their shoulders

“when I’m gone just carry-on don’t mourn rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice just know that I’m looking down on you smiling and I can’t feel a thing, so please don’t feel a thing just smile back.”


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