A lot of challenges so far in 2019, and it has been hard. But so worth it.

Started off with a pizza with Grandad, Mum, Alisha and Satara. It was amazing!

I have done well, but l know that I need to push myself more.

I get frustrated because it affects me so much.

Also, I have been putting off uploading videos because any I have edited weren't "good enough" so I thought, but then I reminded myself I am doing this to document my recovery, and that I want to always be 100% honest with ups and downs. So here is a vlog of the first 10 days of 2019!

ALSO...
Just because I cry over a meal or find it hard, doesn't mean I don't have a great evening or rest of the day..

I have now realised that no matter what, you keep. on. going.

And so what if you cry? At least you had the lunch or dinner, and you then realise it isn't as bad as you thought, or the next day you wonder why you worked yourself up so much.

It is all part of the process.

Push yourself, challenge yourself, and never ever give up!

What is your favourite thing about January?

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