Can you tell I'm stressed?

I'm still trying to figure a lot of things out. The 3 main things that I'm working towards are: 1. Train for an Ironman 70.3, 2. Continue to record and show this crazy journey of mine, 3. Enjoy the travels that I'm currently doing with my friend Marissa.

I'm honestly crazy trying to do the Ironman 70.3, the amount of training is insane, I'm unable to keep to a regular diet/training due to my travels. Let alone I don't have a bike to train with and I'm still learning the ins and outs of freestyle swimming. I also want to attempt to film everything is a unique way and trying to bring it to you my audience in the best quality, I have no clue how to be a unique videographer and editor. These are also very new skills to me that I want to master in order to showcase my journey. And Travel itself, I'm 1.5 years into my travels around the world, I'm also traveling along side my friend Marissa. I want to enjoy and share the amazing high and lows that come with travel to Marissa, but its also difficult to communicate to each other our wants when we're trying to figure that out ourselves.

This isn't easy, I mean my Instagram does look fantastic. Michelin Star restaurants, adventuring across south east Asia, sharing this amazing adventure with a close friend. But I'm making it harder on myself because I know that I've been able to inspire and motivate others to push there limits and showcase that we're capable of so much more!

Anyway some updates, I will continue to attempt to upload 1 weekly video about my travels across SE Asia. I've already traveled across Thailand, got my PADI open water diving license, traveled across Cambodia, and already a week into traveling Vietnam. I'll also attempt to post a weekly vlog update with a more relaxed tone, I'm actually going to remove the video portion and make these vlogs into more of an audiobook so you can tune in and listen to my ramblings on the side. I'll also be uploading shorts on a daily bases, might miss a day or two due to oh I don't know travel itself, training, keeping my head on straight. Thanks again for everyone following the journey.