It’s been a struggle still, and today is particularly difficult because of the lovely weather. Knowing people around me just have to keep going on with their daily lives and they’re an,e to make the decisions they want, that they have no restrictions in the grand scheme of things is always something I struggle with. I don’t want anyone to put life on hold because that would be pointless and a waste, but it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt me and that’s just the truth of it.

But it was lovely to have visits and cuddles, it was much needed but it always ends too soon, I would rather be at home with them driving me crazy than to be in here without them.