I wrote and recorded this a few days ago. It reflects a very strange and challenging time i've been having which i've talked about on LinkedIn as well as here. Sorry i look so rough haha!

I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Don’t know who I am,
I just need to feel free.

No, I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Did the best I can,
Now I need the real me.

Yes I have played the game,
It drove me near insane,
And now everyday's the same,
Its groundhog day, again.

Said I’m done playing the blues,
I’m done with being used,
Gaslit and abused,
So I’m starting life anew.

Cos I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Don’t know who I am,
I just need to feel free.

No, I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Did the best I can,
Now I need the real me.

See I’m done overthinking,
Over spending, smoking, drinking,
Cos’ I’m forever sinking,
So I’m rethinking everything.

Can’t pass another relapse,
Won’t last another psych ward,
Said help me Lord,
I need to be restored.

Cos I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Don’t know who I am,
I just need to feel free.

No, I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Did the best I can,
Now I need the real me.

And before I go,
I got let you know,
Don’t make the same mistakes,
That I have seemed to make.

Please retain control,
If you share your soul,
Be careful what you sign,
On the dotted line (and make copies).

And please make sure they pay,
If they sell your story away,
All around the world,
And they keep all of the pearls.

Cos I met my Waterloo,
And oh how did I lose,
All I’ve left my tambourine,
So I’m gonna be a dancing queen.

Cos I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Don’t know who I am,
I just need to feel free.

No, I am not the man,
They want me to be,
Did the best I can,
Now I need a real me.