After a 2.5-year absence, I'm finally back on YouTube to share my journey through the darkness. Join me as I delve into the reasons behind my disappearance and open up about the mental health battles I faced during that time. From battling depression, anxiety, and isolation to navigating the complexities of life in Ecuador and Canada, I'll share the raw and unfiltered truth of my experiences. Along the way, I'll also share some moments of happiness, resilience, spirituality and self-discovery that brought light into my life amidst the challenges. Let's break the silence surrounding mental health, depression, and self-care together. Welcome to my comeback journey of personal growth, healing, and empowerment



00:00 Introduction
01:26 Chapter 1: The cannabis farm
04:22 Chapter 2: Featured on TV in a reality show
08:14 Chapter 3: Longing for the ocean
09:54 My spiritual journey
11:41 Hostal life
12:44 Honest talk
14:07 Chapter 4: In quest of a new life
18:58 Chapter 5: The cannabis farm - round 2
22:32 Chapter 6: The return to Ecuador
27:15 Chapter 7: The descent to the abyss - raw and unfiltered truth about depression and mental health
31:26 chapter 8: The crickets, the fire and the chemist
34:11 Banff
35:57 The return to the farm