It's not all bad, but some things sucks for now. (I still appreciate the help I'm getting, yet the hurdles I need to get past is beyond the domain of those great folks. If they find this, I'm not saying this to disparage them by no means.) It's more poop than shit at this point, as I've dealt with a hell of a lot worse too. So how to get back on track for the next chapter? I'm thinking, but damn I don't have any $$$ to throw at the easy tricks for more $$$, so everything is still a f'ing grind-fest on hard mode and I'm damn tired most of the time. But I know I'm not alone there in that frustration either, so it is what it is. But just getting it out there while I doodle a bit. Not much of a topic or great exposition, but there it is.


If you're trying to figure out how to turn over the poop that life has given you and bury it somehow and then grow something better with it, post away in the comments. Or maybe you've already figured out how to farm your plot, post tips. Whatevers. If you've managed to hang out through this video (I'm sure my voice is so pleasant), say something at least.


That's all.