Lara Fabian "Je Suis Malade"
Thorn Birds, Meggie Cleary

LYRICS
I don't dream anymore
I don't smoke anymore
I don't even have a story
anymore
I'm ugly without you
I'm dirty without you
Like an orphan
in a dormitory
I don't want
To live my life anymore
My life stops
when you leave
I don't have a life anymore
And even my bed
Becomes a station platform
When you leave...
I'm sick
Completely
sick
Like when
my mother went out one evening
And she left me alone
with my despair
I'm sick
Perfectly
sick
You arrive but you never know when
You start again
but you never know where
And you'll have soon been doing that for 2 years
Yet you don't care
Like a rock
Like a sin
I'm attracted to you
I'm tired,
I'm exhausted
Of pretending to be happy
When they're there I drink every night
And every whisky
Has the same taste to me
And every
every boat
Wears your flag
I don't know where to go anymore,
you're everywhere
I'm sick
Completely
sick
I shed my blood in your body
And I'm like a dead bird
When you sleep
I'm sick
Perfectly
sick
You deprived me of all my songs
You emptied me
of all my words
Yet
I did have talent
Before your skin...
This love's killing me
If it continues
I'll die
on my own
Next to my radio
Like a stupid child
I'll listen to your own,
own voice that sings to me
I'm sick
Completely
sick
Like when my mother went out one evening
And she left me alone
with my despair
I'm sick
This is it
I'm sick
You deprived me
of all my song
You emptied me of all my words
And I have a heart that's completely sick
I'm sick
Surrounded
by fences
You hear?
I'm sick!