The fact that Jurgen was a member of a cult for who knows how long, and how what lingering trauma he may have from that time influenced his desire to be accepted as cool is something I think about a lot.

Anyways, here's a cover of a highly symbolic song that fits the vibes of pre-vampire Jurgen's life possibly

UST by ricecristpy https://ricecristpysusts.blogspot.com...

tw for religious themes and implied cult imagery