In this emotional and gripping interview, Janae Thompson shares her journey as a Mormon woman and the struggles she faced in a religion that demanded perfection and conformity. From her early years in the Mormon church, to her time at BYU and beyond, Janae recounts the challenges of fitting into a narrow mold while dealing with her own personal struggles, including an eating disorder and the pressure to find an eternal companion. But it was the sudden death of her husband Grant that truly tested Janae's strength and resilience. Through her raw and honest reflections, Janae offers a powerful insight into loss, grief, and the search for meaning and purpose in the face of tragedy.

Part 2:    • Rebuilding your life as a Mormon Wido...  

00:00:00 Intro & Intentions
00:05:15 Early Mormon years
00:13:00 Shame in adolescence
00:24:45 The problem with building your life as a Mormon woman around a man.
00:34:00 Initially not religious, Janae gains her testimony after getting into BYU Nauvoo program
00:54:00 Transferring to BYU, followed by dating struggles
01:01:30 Janae covers for her Bishop delaying her mission call by getting engaged
01:13:00 Janae breaks her engagement and moves to Arizona where she meets Grant
01:24:15 Temple and Wedding
01:28:00 Trying for a baby, miscarriage
01:31:30 Summarizing her 13 years with Grant
01:38:00 The birth of “The King of Random” (TKOR)
01:42:00 Progression of their marriage and Mormon faith
01:45:30 Pivoting to living a fuller, more intentional life - “Living” for the first time
01:48:00 Janae focuses on religion, Grant wants to find fun - a divide emerges
01:50:00 Grant's childhood and compulsivity in marriage
02:16:00 The day Grant died
02:30:30 Janae & children's react
02:42:00 How Grant died
02:47:30 Making decisions about the funeral, deciding to cremate
02:53:15 Reactions to Grant’s death, international news
02:55:00 Processing the loss of Grant
03:00:30 Telling the kids their dad has died
03:04:45 How to support someone who’s lost a loved one
03:08:30 Grant’s Mormon funeral, framing it as “a separation, graduation…see you soon…”God’s holding me right now”


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