I was happy just to see the erhu that I couldn't play before improve more than yesterday. When I created my first original piece, I was delighted. However, without realizing it, my joy in comparing myself to my past growth gradually turned into a comparison with society. I wanted more recognition. But this became the biggest cause of my own suffering, which took me a while to realize. It even led to depression. When I remembered the joy of playing, enjoying creating music and videos, I realized that living in the present is a step towards tomorrow. With feelings dedicated to friends who once aimed for the same path and struggled, I decided to create this song.

I wrote the script, composed, arranged, performed, produced tracks, edited videos, and designed illustrations using the image-generating AI 'Midjourney,' all by myself. It takes time for each song as outsourcing would incur costs, but I would like to make it my life's work.